ok. 14 days to go to new year. it means that.. you have been contaminating my mind, life, heart, for (another) pass year.

It means that I've been hurting myself (again) for another pass year.

It means that I will be fucked up like the pass year for next year.

It means that my grammar in this post is very very messed

It means that I still love you

It means that I failed trying to hate you

It means that I am such a fuckin' dumbass

It means that there will be zillion tears more to drop for 2011

kill. die. grammar. suck.